21

I've always wanted to be 21. Your suppossed to feel like adult; and do adult things (pay bills, have your own place, have a family...and you could go on, on, and on); some ways I do feel like an adult and other ways I don't. I'm turning 21 in 1 day. 21. It seems just like yesterday I just turned 16; just beginning to drive/Braces, long curly hair/imataure/glasses. Its crazy how fast your life goes by, and we don't even realize it until its past. There are so many things that change or stay the same in a lifetime. I remember when I was 16 I couldnt wait to be 21, an adult; but really now that it almost here, I still feel 16, with a little bit of matuartiy. I have to say I have accomplished quite a few things since I was 16 though. I've graduated high school, grown spiritually, almost graduated John A, just to name a couple of things. A few things that I thought that would have happened by now, which havent, but i'm alright with, because I know its not my timing, its God timing and I know everything happens for a purpose, is I thought I would have a family and be married; but I guess thats what most teenage girls always think when there 16 which isnt the case. I guess we will always think that way. But Even though I expect things when I turn 21 and they have not happened it is okay because I know one day even if they dont happen I know everything is for reason.